so she's a brand new person. she finally has looked past the troubles in her young life. with a new ego that suits her well, she's off to face the world. so she won't sweat the small things and she'll try her best. her mind being optimistic, she pushes forward on...

okay so i have noticed that everyone is looking for someone to love them. the truth is why bother looking when there are many people that do love them dearly? okay so there might not be that certain guy/girl in your life quite yet but that's okay, because sooner or later there will be. for now though just chill, because you have all of your friends and family...

so you can't get him/her to notice you? boo hooo cry me a river! lol no just kidding, if you really want them to notice you make sure you're actually trying or doing something to be noticed. no i'm not talking about running around being stupid. i mean try to slip in a hello or maybe a new jazzy hair due but don't get carried away about changing your appearance, you want them to like you for who you are! also don't just expect things if you just walk past them like 1264182 times without a single word from them or you, me personally i would start thinking that you were some sort of stalker after a while...

yes, i am obviously bored. so i wrote a bunch of crap that have applied to a few different people.

so school has been treating me pretty good so far other than all the homework. i'm not sure if i'm going to homecoming or not. i want to but i'll most likely end up going alone again, but that's cool because that's where my girls kick in! so there is no guy figure in my life anymore but i'm happy that i dumped him. why go out with a guy if you no longer like him? so there are a handful of guys that i think are super gorgeous but i don't think i would have any chance whatsoever, all i can do is cross my fingers!

sorry for the lack of weblogs over the months.

who is going to the game on friday? i certainly will be attending if i'm not in indiana attending a wedding.

i'm already getting lazy with this homework thing, but then it's not my fault that i don't want to carry all those heavy books.

well i think this is good enough for now, later gators.

<3 <3 <3 MONICA